Currently Watching Grandma's Boy (Unrated Edition) By Linda Cardellini, Allen Covert, Peter Dante, Shirley Jones, Shirley Knight, Joel Moore, Kevin Nealon, Doris Roberts, Nick Swardson, Jonah Hill, Kelvin Yu, Chuck Church, Scott Halberstadt, Heidi Hawking, Shana Hiatt, Todd Holland (II), John Kirk (IV), Geno Kirkland, Joe Koons, Bryan Ling see related

FUCK YEA!!!!!

WE FUCKIN WON BITCHES!!!!!!!!! I WAS ON FIRE HELL YEA!!!!! So How was all your weeks?? Man FJ you bess hook me up with that demo I already got people wantin to listen to it. And Sarah I am soo fuckin sorry I havent called If I knew you were still awake Id call now but its pretty late, but I swear if I have time and Im not so fuckin tired I'll call, so It should be round 9. But to everyone else big love and Ill ttyl gotta get ready 4 tommorrow,

big love,

~!Mr. Payne!~

Today was crappy

Today started off fine, I was on top of the world all day...........that is until our game w/ Harrison(the redneck bastards) it sucked we lost and I got no playing time, I am pretty much pissed off right now tonight cant get any worse, I feel like pure shit, and cheering up is outta the question, so leave it if you wanna.........

~!DeMarkus Payne!~

Currently Listening The Game-Stop Snitchin' Stop Lyin' (Mixtape) (w/DJ Clue, DJ Skee, and NJ Devil) Down see related

ATTENTION ALL OF LEBANON

Gimmie your numbers so I can call someone after football practice because I am bored as fuck, and to everyone else much love, I hate having no life,

oh yea Brittany is a bitch and Im glad to be rid of her so I can move on with Jessica, I dunno why I just thought about her but I wish I didnt cuz now I feel sick. And if paradyme is open this weekend go to it,

much love,

~!Mr. Payne!~

Currently Listening Joe Budden By Joe Budden Walk with me see related

Joe Budden
Walk With Me


[Chorus]
Come and take a walk with me...
I need all of y'all to come and take a walk with me...
I need for all of y'all to feel what I'm going through
And see what I see, if you got time to take a walk with me
Wait a minute now...
Shit ain't like I thought it would be
Come to Jersey from New York with me
I know you busy...
But take the time out to walk with me
Pay attention on this tour with me
Maybe I'm seeing something wrong
Come along and make sure with me
Come and take a short walk with me

[Joe Budden - Verse 1]
Yo... I'm seeing a couple things wrong with the way that I'm living
So come and walk with me I just need a second opinion
Introduce you to my friends I got to see if you notice
If they loyal or if they all got an ulterior motive
See some snake niggaz, me and them don't deal anymore
Ever since I got signed I don't know whats real anymore
I'm paranoid so excuse me if I seem to be nervous
But everybody from my past now they trying to resurface
Trying to rekindle, They don't think I know they gone limo
I got cousins I never knew they trying to pass me a dimo
Maybe I'm wrong, like I told you main I need your opinion
Me and him never spoke before so I don't see whats so different
Dudes I don't know they recognize me start extending they hand
And I'm trippin ready for beef when he was only a fan (why?)
Cause these niggaz in my hood say they don't like how I'm reppin'
Let me know how strongly you feel, will I be needing my weapon
As some sort of protection, should I carry a pen and pad
And ask everybody in the fucking hood for they suggestion
I'm letting the labels know that Jersey City is gifted (dog)
When they didn't know that Jersey City existed, but it's cool dog
Certain cats in Jersey City so hateful (Hatefulll)
And certain cats in Jersey City ain't grateful (Ain't gratefulllll)
All they say is I don't chill anymore
Ever since I got signed they don't think I'm real anymore
I'm told I shouldn't be alone cause I'm a star in my hood
Something might happen now, they know who you are in the hood, they do
So I can't tell you how I feel anymore
Ever since I got signed I can't tell what's real anymore, you feelin' me dog

[Chorus]

[Joe Budden - Verse 2]
See to me it's heavy, but to you it may seem petty
Let's continue walking, I know you ain't tired already
I take you to meet my girl I got to see if you notice
If she love me or if the bitch got an alterial motive
Why am I hated cause I handle my business
Ain't got to look for a girl nowadays cause almost all these niggaz is bitches
See 'em often while we walking I'll show you the drug dealers
and some dudes that hate me word on the streets is they real killers dog
Where was the hate back when I wasn't on my feet
An alcoholic, school dropout, just a bomb on the street
Where was the hate during my adolescence
Back when that psychiatrist was trying hard to get me on immanic depression so man
I don't recall none of this happenin' back then
And I don't understand I was still rappin' back then
So I got to ride with a gun
From trying to get my mom and pop up out of the slums and provide for my son
If you met my baby moms would you notice
If she was ready for a child of if her ass had an alterial motive
I don't know what she's teaching Trey but everday he get older
Angie's bitter and feel like now that I'm successful I owe her
Cause she would hold me so tight when I was ready to relapse
Tell me to relax, I ain't know no better straight out of rehab
Bottom line I was lonesome
But we was wrong for each other, Angie I grown some
Got bigger issues, if you went to Def Jam would you notice
If they was out for my best interest or do they just see a dollar in Joseph? (Ugh)
Guess I ain't sure how I feel anymore
Ever since I got signed I can't tell what's real anymore
I mean them same record execs that wanted me in
Don't care that I'm the next nigga, they just wanna see spins I swear
Guess I ain't sure how I feel anymore
Ever since I got signed I can't tell what's real anymore, you feelin' me dog

[Chorus]



So I finally finished my withdrawl thing so I should be back home and in school by next week, I'm not in town right now cuz Im bout to go 2 another block party on the north end and say my final good-byes to Jessica and Sarah :(, my mind aint right at the moment, I try to run from my past but it aint workin, I mean look, Im moving straight back to it......oh well I get to see my friends like Chrys, and Young C  so anywayz just had to express how I was feelin, and to my peoples in Hamilton, hope yall have a good life and dont follow in my footsteps, so Im out....
one love,
~!DeMarkus Payne!~

HAHAHA SHE HATES ME........AGAIN HAHAHA!!!!

Haha Brittany hates me......again......oh well I got better shit to worry about, like this little welcome back party, I hope that "she" shows up, yea that would make this whole trip worth it, but anyways how is everyone, yall better be doin good, man is it just me or does bein locked up change your whole outlook on life, I cant explain it man but anyway, Im out but before I go heres the question of the day: Is it wrong to tell a chick that put you through hell to fuck off?? hrm I unno some say I was wrong for it but others say I had a right, but anyways im out kids,

MCL and keep it pimpin,

~!DeMarkus Fuckin Payne!~